Nik, we could be bloody saints here, and people would still turn on us for any hint of anger, you know that.
Finn was still our family. As for going for the cure, Jeremy wouldn't have gone without Elena and he was required, as much as I have spent every waking hour imaging his gruesome death.
But you have no idea what was going through my head that entire time. Don't for a second think I ever stopped grieving.