You speak as if I don't know the cost but I've been paying since the day I left. I am not new at this. I died, Anna. I didn't know I'd be coming back. I have always had something to lose. So long as there is more to gain that doesn't matter. I will do it. If it's me of them, it's me.
There are worse things I can do than step away physically. What if I left them to their fate? How much worse is that?