Just... I don't know. Keep wondering if it's worth it, you know? To try. With that family. I mean, I get it. I screwed them all over time and again and their hate is all kinds of justified. But I can't fix any of it. I don't regret doing whatever it took to survive. I'll never regret that. And... why do I have to be the only one to put in effort? Klaus, fine. He'll always hate me and I literally have no hope for anything less with him, ever. But I have to magically find a way in, to find some way to prove myself to them with no instruction, no suggestion, and no help. No one meets me halfway. I don't know. It just seems like maybe the whole thing would be better if I just left. He'd be hurt. But he'd heal. And he wouldn't be in this constant battle between two sides of his life all the time.