Look, with Alex. Its futile. She's decided the vampires are better friends to her than I am. Much as the other me pushed and pushed when I made that wish, trying to get me to fail I pushed through and fought him, not just for myself, but for her too. So let her think what she will. Its done. I can't put up with it anymore, nor have I any wish to.
I've more important things to focus on so I've told her to keep away from me. Its wisest.