You think I don't know that this can end badly? I do. I fear it every day, brother, but I cannot...help the attraction, the love I feel for her. I know it's likely a bad idea, hell even she's admitted that she doesn't deserve me, but for now, this is what I need. At this point, toss acceptance of her aside, toss considering her family aside. That's out. I get it. What I am asking of you, the only thing I'm asking of you is if you care about me at all, to, in this moment be happy that I'm happy. That's all I want. You don't have to talk to her, but just, I deserve that much, don't I?