Caroline
Hey, it was my first attempt at any kind of school thing, I didn't do too badly.
He needs to stop acting like he's some kind of school master and we're all naughty little students who need to be taught lessons. He wants respect from me, he's going to have to earn it, and right now, he's losing it daily, every time he acts like a spoiled child having a tantrum.
He also just doesn't understand that I am fighting the instinct every day to flee from him. I'm terrified of him, Caroline. I lived through him killing me a thousand times and every single time he jokes about daggers, or bites people for fucked up lessons or I hear that apparently he's actually trying to kill me at home for reasons no one seems to know, I have panic attacks. I'm a vampire, I should not have panic attacks, I don't need to breathe. But I have them anyway. It's fucked up.