Anna
I hated Lilith, I hated the lot of the Lucifer worshiping bastards. I just charmed the bitch so I could learn what I needed to know.
What I should be and what I am are very frequently two different things.
She's never been stable, she clings to the closest obsession and that'll be her all consuming passion. Always has. Azazel, Lucifer, the Moose. It's exhausting. Honestly, he snuffs it, she'll move on to the next obsession, which will probably be very destructive.
I handled things just fine when Kol went insane. I am a much classier demon. I also know if something happened to Kol or you, I'd be able to be more calculating and efficient in getting you back.
Before all this, I'd have mostly been telling her to stop being a silly cow and come and get drunk with me.