Hal
Why shouldn't you? I think you deserve the break, the relief. The enjoyment of finally attaining your goal.
No, Hal, I did the same thing you did. I escaped a fate I never wanted. I didn't want to be human. And back home, you know what that "chance to be better" gets me? A rapid death, over 5 centuries of living hitting me all at once and ending in me buried in a tomb. And that's not okay with me, Hal, not at all. I'm a survivor, surviving is what I do. I know you don't understand my choice and maybe you even resent it all a little because of how different our world's vampires areor you resent me for enjoying what I am instead of loathing it like you did. I don't know. But I do know you deserve every bit of humanity yoy have now and you'll be a better human than I ever could've dreamed of being.