Lexi
I...not entirely well, I guess, honestly. So many things I try to forget being thrown in my face...and questions, god the questions are so hard to answer.
Elijah's so guilty and I don't know how to help him with that. And Bekah...she's been okay mostly so far, but I miss this part of Nik. I really do. I keep hoping maybe one day he can find this side of him again, but I don't know if he ever will so I'm kind of just trying to cling to it for however long it lasts.
It was hard enough when Henrik showed up, keeping pretenses about Esther, edging around the harsher truths, but now there's three of them from before...everything. And I'm really glad Caroline is back because I might actually completely lose it otherwise.