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Tweak says, "30 chars? But I wanna say more"

Stiles Stilinski (runswithwolves) wrote in wariscomingcom,
@ 2014-03-17 22:20:00

Entry tags:

allison argent, derek hale, lydia martin, scott mccall, stiles stilinski

Beacon Hills

God I am so sorry that this is
It shouldn't have been
It should have been me.

[Allison]

God I am so sorry.

Scott
Scott
Scott
Scott

~~Lydia~~

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	Stiles knewtoomuch 2014-03-18 03:29 am UTC (link)
	~~haven't we been through eno~~ (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Lydia runswithwolves 2014-03-18 03:30 am UTC (link)
	~~I'm so sorry. It wasn't supposed to be Allison.~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Stiles knewtoomuch 2014-03-18 03:37 am UTC (link)
	I can't [...] oh, god, Stiles. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Lydia runswithwolves 2014-03-18 03:39 am UTC (link)
	What can I do? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Stiles knewtoomuch 2014-03-18 03:41 am UTC (link)
	I don't know. There aren't any answers and we lost her again (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Lydia runswithwolves 2014-03-18 03:45 am UTC (link)
	I'm sorry. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Stiles knewtoomuch 2014-03-18 03:46 am UTC (link)
	Baby, no. It isn't your fault. None of this is your fault. ~~And I could lose you, too~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Lydia runswithwolves 2014-03-18 03:48 am UTC (link)
	~~They should've killed me.~~ This isn't how things are supposed to happen. It's not supposed to be like this. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Stiles knewtoomuch 2014-03-18 03:52 am UTC (link)
	None of us asked for this. That misogynist douchebag did this. Not any of us. And it still isn't over. We still have another week to get through and I don't know how to do that, Stiles. Allison's gone, and there could be more. It could be you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Stiles runswithwolves 2014-03-18 03:56 am UTC (link)
	I don't know what to do either. I don't know what to say. I don't know you...deal with something like this. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Stiles knewtoomuch 2014-03-18 04:03 am UTC (link)
	~~I knew it. I felt it. I knew that was who would be hu~~ It hurts. And it's so stupid but I didn't say goodbye to her. I hadn't seen her at all. And she's gone. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Lydia runswithwolves 2014-03-18 04:14 am UTC (link)
	Maybe you should go over there. And see her. I don't know, Lydia. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Stiles knewtoomuch 2014-03-18 04:17 am UTC (link)
	I should. That's what I'm going to do. Are you going to be alright for a few hours? I don't want you to be alone. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Lydia runswithwolves 2014-03-18 04:18 am UTC (link)
	Yeah. Yeah, I'll be fine. Go be with her. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Stiles knewtoomuch 2014-03-18 04:22 am UTC (link)
	I'll text you before I come back home. I love you. Don't blame yourself for this. Please. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Lydia runswithwolves 2014-03-18 04:26 am UTC (link)
	Be safe. I love you, too. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Stiles silverarcher 2014-03-18 03:42 am UTC (link)
	I feel so sick. I don't want to go home. I don't want to die. Here I thought dying once would be enough. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Allison runswithwolves 2014-03-18 03:46 am UTC (link)
	It's more than enough. It's not -- I'm so sorry. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Stiles silverarcher 2014-03-18 03:57 am UTC (link)
	It's not your fault, Stiles. It was the Nogitsune. ~~I didn't feel any pain. I should be grateful, but~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Allison runswithwolves 2014-03-18 04:01 am UTC (link)
	~~It was in me. It was because of me that~~ What can I do? Is there anything I can do? ~~I'm so sorry.~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Stiles silverarcher 2014-03-18 04:24 am UTC (link)
	No one can do anything. Except… You can. You can make sure that Scott's okay. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Allison runswithwolves 2014-03-18 04:28 am UTC (link)
	~~He should hate me right now, Allison. How can I help with~~ Okay. I'll see what I can do. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Stiles focusscottfocus 2014-03-18 03:55 am UTC (link)
	I can't. Stiles, I can't. We have to find a way to stay here. I can't do this again. [Allison] I... it was...almost exactly the same... (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Scott runswithwolves 2014-03-18 03:58 am UTC (link)
	~~God Scott I'm so sorry.~~ We will. We'll find a way. We will. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Stiles focusscottfocus 2014-03-18 04:07 am UTC (link)
	I'm gonna go to Purgatory and find out how any bottles of vodka I have to go through before I actually get drunk. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Scott runswithwolves 2014-03-18 04:08 am UTC (link)
	Is Allison going with you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Stiles focusscottfocus 2014-03-18 04:27 am UTC (link)
	I don't know. It's stupid, I should stay with her, but...I I can't. Not right now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Scott runswithwolves 2014-03-18 04:30 am UTC (link)
	Lydia's on her way over there. She won't be alone. ~~I don't know what~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Stiles focusscottfocus 2014-03-18 04:37 am UTC (link)
	Good. She shouldn't have to be. I probably shouldn't eit Will you (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Scott runswithwolves 2014-03-18 04:40 am UTC (link)
	You shouldn't be either. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Stiles focusscottfocus 2014-03-18 04:42 am UTC (link)
	Come with me to Purgatory, then. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Scott runswithwolves 2014-03-18 04:43 am UTC (link)
	Okay. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Scott silverarcher 2014-03-18 04:08 am UTC (link)
	I know. It was eerie. ~~I feel so sick.~~ It was… peaceful. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Allison focusscottfocus 2014-03-18 04:14 am UTC (link)
	I'm finding a way to keep you here. One way or another. But tonight I'm finding a way to get really, really drunk. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Scott silverarcher 2014-03-18 04:25 am UTC (link)
	What I said was true. You're my first love. You're my only love. I don't want to lose that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Allison focusscottfocus 2014-03-18 04:30 am UTC (link)
	We're not. We're not losing anything, Allison. I already lost you once, I refuse to do it again. I love you. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	biteisagift 2014-03-18 10:10 am UTC (link)
	Can I point out you're not the only one going through this and that maybe it wouldn't be a bad idea to talk to some people who have an idea of how you feel. You close off and it will only hurt more, especially when there's not a damn thing you can do about it here. I've been keeping an eye on all this and you're torturing yourselves. All of you. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	focusscottfocus 2014-03-18 12:11 pm UTC (link)
	There was a legitimate reason for it originally. At this point...I guess you're right. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

biteisagift
2014-03-19 10:26 am UTC (link)

And now, every week I watch you guys torture yourselves. Knowing there's nothing you can do. Closing yourself off to everyone else because what, they wouldn't understand? Talk to Kenzi, talk to so many people who have gone through a not dissimilar thing to what we wind up doing back home.

All of you, have you even tried making friends, or have you been stuck in Beacon Hills this whole time.

And yes I'm fully aware *I* suggested being social. Take that as you want

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	focusscottfocus 2014-03-19 01:13 pm UTC (link)
	I have friends. Plenty of them, actually, thanks. It's almost over now, and when it is, I'm going back to ignoring it all. I won't watch it if it comes back. But I need to know how it turns out, at this point. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Derek silverarcher 2014-03-19 01:04 am UTC (link)
	Tell me a way not to torture myself over this. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Alison biteisagift 2014-03-19 10:25 am UTC (link)
	You think about what you have here. Friends, Scott. A chance to fight back. Your choices are wallow till you go back and it happens anyway or realise you have a chance here you don't back home. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Derek silverarcher 2014-03-19 10:33 pm UTC (link)
	I hate admitting you're right. (Reply to this) (Parent)