We always have been, though. Back home, we're top of the chain. We're the Originals, which I realize holds no meaning here or when you don't know the story, but there it does. It means everything.
Yeah, maybe it is childish, but I did say I'm being honest, here. And never have I claimed to be mature. I'm not. I'm eternally 20. I may be over a millennia in my years on Earth, and I may know a lot of things, see and go through a ton of other things, but I realize there's some part of me that will always, always have the same, immature mentality because that's where I'm stuck. Not saying I can't try to rise above that, just...ugh. Even just trying to explain things sounds like I'm arguing.