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Much is the reason the squirrels are hiding (muchnotmulch) wrote in wariscomingcom,
@ 2014-02-19 17:36:00

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enjolras, much

enjolras
can i come to the inn tonight?

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	decidewhoweare 2014-02-20 02:07 am UTC (link)
	Of course, my friend, you need not ask. It is open to you whenever you choose. Is everything all right? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	muchnotmulch 2014-02-20 02:55 am UTC (link)
	okay. good thank you. things around here have become a bit crowded. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	decidewhoweare 2014-02-20 03:02 am UTC (link)
	Is Robin not healing well? He has returned home, hasn't he? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	muchnotmulch 2014-02-20 03:08 am UTC (link)
	he is home. hes healing just fine it seems. ~~enough to want~~im doing what hes asked of me and taking a break. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	decidewhoweare 2014-02-20 06:11 am UTC (link)
	Well that's excellent news, at least. You deserve some time to yourself, honestly. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	muchnotmulch 2014-02-20 06:20 am UTC (link)
	yeah. i like being with him. apparently he had other ideas for company anyway. im not sure what id do. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	decidewhoweare 2014-02-20 06:23 am UTC (link)
	I know you do, but you're also your own person. You can do your own things without him, just like he's allowed to do things without you. Even the closest of friends can't be together at all times. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	muchnotmulch 2014-02-20 06:27 am UTC (link)
	we used to be. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	decidewhoweare 2014-02-20 06:29 am UTC (link)
	Maybe so, but that doesn't mean it was always the best arrangement for you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	muchnotmulch 2014-02-20 06:30 am UTC (link)
	i had no trouble with it. ~~mostly.~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

decidewhoweare
2014-02-20 06:34 am UTC (link)

You love him. I know that. But that doesn't mean there aren't quirks or faults you both had that annoy the other, or things one of you likes to do that the other isn't fond of. And that's entirely okay. Maybe a little time apart here and there is good for you. You can learn more about the things you enjoy rather than the things you did because Robin was doing them, too.

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	muchnotmulch 2014-02-20 06:53 am UTC (link)
	im not sure which is better. they said id know by now if being free or being a servant was better. i dont. everyone seems to know what to do for themselves or have an idea what i should be doing except me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	decidewhoweare 2014-02-20 06:56 am UTC (link)
	Try new things. Take a class, there's lots of free ones offered around the city. You know you love to cook, maybe do some volunteer work at one of the soup kitchens Eponine and I help at. Being a servant was only one part of you. You're your own man, Much, and now you have time to explore that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	muchnotmulch 2014-02-20 08:12 pm UTC (link)
	maybe when rogue returns i will have time. now i am mostly needed at home i think. marian has work and i have not had time to search for any. but i cook because it was helpful to robin. is that me or is that him? is it wrong if it is both? i dont know. i know he likes to be around that ..mal and i dont care much for him. but its what he wants. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

decidewhoweare
2014-02-24 05:42 am UTC (link)

Much, you are not the only one taking care of him. He has friends, he has family. You're allowed time for yourself. And no, I don't think it's wrong if it's both. You learned your craft to help Robin but you are skilled at it and you do enjoy doing it. You enjoy cooking when it isn't for him, don't you? When you come here to do so, when you helped feed the poor? You're both allowed to have friends of your own, Much. You will always be his closest friend, but that doesn't mean the two of you can't be around others.

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	muchnotmulch 2014-02-24 07:42 am UTC (link)
	i know. but hes used to me there and im used to me there. when we returned from the holy land it was only me keeping him company while he healed. i dont like the idea of leaving him wounded again. yeah i do. im i dont know. ive never really been away from him like that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

decidewhoweare
2014-02-24 08:04 am UTC (link)

And he'll grow used to you not being there and you will grow used to you not being there. Much, I know you love and respect him. You've been by his side since you were children. But you do have to learn to live for yourself, too. To do the things you'd like to do. Robin's gotten married, he has a child on the way. Wouldn't you like that for yourself, someday, too?

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	muchnotmulch 2014-02-24 08:09 am UTC (link)
	thats what im afraid of. i dont know what i want. i dont particularly want to be forgotten in the process of figuring it out. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	decidewhoweare 2014-02-24 08:11 am UTC (link)
	Oh, Much. I sincerely doubt anyone who's met you could ever forget you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	muchnotmulch 2014-02-24 08:12 am UTC (link)
	thats..good right? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	decidewhoweare 2014-02-24 08:15 am UTC (link)
	Of course it is. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	muchnotmulch 2014-02-24 08:16 am UTC (link)
	oh. i knew that. (Reply to this) (Parent)