I lost someone before I died. Or I guess...I guess I will lose someone. I'm supposed to fall in love with him and he proposed and I was going to say yes and then he was killed. Right in front of me. I never really got to know him like that because I was sent here before he told me how he felt, but I've always sort of - I guess I always liked him, too.
And he was my friend. One of the best. I lose him because I make a mistake and then I go out two episodes later. If I could just remember what's supposed to happen when I get back, then maybe I can save him. I'd be ready for Massimo. I won't leave my stupid sword around the house. I'd warn Hale. I don't know. It would be different.