If you let me into your mind, I could There are ways, but it's your choice. You're the one in control.
It's not like I'm sleeping or feeding right now anyway. Besides, even if you say it's not my fault, I feel responsible and I need to be able to fix something. Or help or kid myself that I'm helping. Kol keeps looking at me like I'm going to break and Nik's just getting frustrated because he doesn't understand why I saved him, and they're suffocating me with all the pressure and forgiveness. I did stuff, horrible stuff, here and in the Cage and I need to make amends somewhere.