Kenzi
This is coming from the queen of crazy you know. Before every job or climbing run I check everything at least twice. But even now part of me is sure its been tamped with, guess the paranoid side will ease up with time?
Then why is it still so hard for me to open up about all this much less let anyone see me like this? The cage took my worst inner garbage and used it as a weapon, its made my trust issues worse and I'm not even sure of my own emotions half the time. I just feel fractured: its like there's Parker the fearless thief and then there is Parker the mental mess.
But if it means anything I finally did cry for the first time since everything went down, not counting a meltdown in that warehouse. Even showered for the first time in about a week, baby steps?
Will do. And is it a sign I'm spooked about what could be a really routine job?