Yes, I'm really me. I was actually wondering the same about you. About all of them who are brought back with us. And wondering if we're really back. I guess we'll find out if we're still here after one night of rest.
Why not bother? We do care. But if you need space. Time away from people. I can give that. Just, promise you will be safe at least.
I'm a freak too. So much, you have no idea how literal it's If those I hurt never spoke to me again, I would completely understand and accept it. I wouldn't deserve peace either. Did.. did you also have to hurt others down there? Forced into a deadly fight with all of us? Because I kept seeing that too.
How? Tell me how to prove myself and I'll do it. But if it helps, I think I'd gotten you a present, something you'd have probably liked. And the others too. There's also an envelope in your room with some cash. It was in case I didn't survive the fight. But I'd never imagined ending up in hell or even most of you down there with me.