Cas
By the end, I was practically begging for them to use me. Maybe I still am. I don't know.
I thought I could change things. That I didn't have to be a pawn in their game. You know what Ruby told me once? That they had every piece of my life planned from the beginning. And they did. They planted demons into my - did you know I took a demon to prom? Prom? Every memory I have, every friend I've ever made...
I thought I could...
But I can't. I never stood a chance, did I? This is where I was going to end up. Always.
Look, I know you want to do right by me. I know you think you're doing right by everyone. But what I'm about to do? It isn't pretty. And if I'm gonna go out, I want to do it without you seeing me as a monster. I want you to remember me as me. Not that.