Livvy | Castiel
I don't think it is better that way. Peter seems to Fruitless...why?
I try to be. But it's not enough, is it? Not that alone.
I don't think much of the demons, really, aside from staying away from them. You don't have to fratenize with them if you don't want to. And I don't think anyone would blame you. My mother always told me that home is where you make it. And I think maybe...since you only ever knew Heaven as home and you were never human before, maybe it's harder for you to make that same...comfort from things here. I can't contemplate what Heaven must be like, but...it was very different than it is here. And sometimes, adjusting to new things is hard and having to adjust to a lot of new things at once can be overwhelming. And I think that may be some of what makes all of it so hard.
Or I'm a babbling madwoman who has no clue what she's talking about and is making too many assumptions.