This really fucking sucks. You, Kenzi, Lydia, Jesse...I've grown to love you guys just as much as I love Bones and Scotty and Spock and everyone else back home. I don't want to lose all of you. But if I go home I'm back in space. I've got the people I love like family back. I don't know. I don't have as much to lose as others do and more to gain, I guess.