Lydia
Do you feel like you need to do sometjing about it? I mean...okay, it's weird because this place makes everything weird but it's really any different than back home, is it? Just don't...lead him on. He deserves the direct statement either way.
And honestly? You've been pretending for years to be someone you're not, Lydia. I'm pretty sure it's the persona that's the less than stellar person. Cause if you were really that terrible? You probably wouldn't care.