Kol | Nik
I don't like it any more than anyone else. Living my second chance split apart from the people that I actually give a damn about. Wasting the borrowed time I'm on with all this. But I need it to be different. And you're trying with that, I know you are, but...part of me still wonders if you're trying to placate me into coming home, only to have it all be the same as always once I am.
...We really are the very definition of dysfunction, aren't we?