»I deserve you less with every word that comes out of your mouth, Elijah »Why... why do you even still love me after everything I've done to you? To your family? »Oh, God, Elijah, I haven't been that girl in centuries »I don't even know her anymore »I don't want you to leave. Ever. Which is probably really selfish of me but I don't care. »I am SO alone right now, I really don't think I've EVER felt this isolated before »It's one situation after another and I just keep fucking up and it hurts so much more this time because I had people here who gave a damn
[a few mins later] »And that completely sounded like a pity party and that's not what I'm trying to do »I'm sorry.