Okay. Considering my default reaction to dealing with any shit life throws at me is to get wasted, I don't think it's a good idea to do that. Don't get me wrong, I've had a lot of crap happen to me in the last month, and there's been days I want to get absolutely shitfaced. But it's really not a good idea to drink that much alone. You'll just give yourself alcohol poisoning, and having done that in the recent past I can tell you it's not fun. Where are you at? I can bring over some food so you at least won't get sick.