But it's not all this. The pain and the grief, that's only one side of it. You saw the other side too. The goodness, the light. You know it exists. It's just a matter of it being a tricky thing to balance.
Maybe she doesn't want to be saved. And maybe people can't truly learn lessons unless they experience it themselves. Let her learn her own lesson by living it, Klaus.
You can, though. In fact, you're the only one that can change this situation. And I think you relish in that. The power. It's what defines you and who you are.