You're doing what you think will help you kill your pain. But it won't. It just fuels it.
Honestly? Yeah, I am fully aware that's a possibility. But you know, I figure... hey, this guy has clearly had no one outside of his family reach out to him and maybe that's all he needs. Hell no do I think that this conversation is going to magically make you see the error in your ways, I'm not that idealistic, but if it reaches you at all, I think that makes it worth it.