Same here, basically. Not fucking surprised, though.
[Ginger] I'm caught between being ecstatic and being absolutely scared shitless. I've missed her so fucking much, and now she's here, and I don't want her out of my sight. But at the same time, I don't even know how to talk to her now, and I don't want her here, in this place, where everything's fucking falling apart.
I liked the Apocalypse better when we could at least pretend everything was going to be okay.