Mum
Still. If you change your mind, just say the word.
I understand, trust me. It's not easy. Some of them are good, some of them are trying to keep control over the monster. And some of them are only out for them and theirs, and the only reason they're behaving is because of a sort of truce that's been set up. You don't ever have to speak to or see any of them, unless you want to.