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Katherine Pierce believes her own lies. (believesownlies) wrote in wariscomingcom,
@ 2013-09-19 11:32:00

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alex millar, hal yorke, john mitchell, katherine pierce, regina mills

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Where are you going to be when all of this hits? I already know where I'll be. Me? I'll be hiding and doing whatever the hell I have to, to survive. It's what I know. It's what I do.

[Hal & Mitchell]
How are you guys going to...handle this? I mean, it's not going to be pretty. It's gonna be everywhere...

[Alex]
Is Hal going to be okay in all this? And Mitchell, for that matter... You know it's bound to get real bloody, real fast. I just... what does this mean for them?

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	Katherine \| Hal \| Mitchell needstheroutine 2013-09-19 12:41 pm UTC (link)
	Its going to I I will be fine Katherine. I have good people around me. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Katherine \| Hal \| Mitchell believesownlies 2013-09-19 12:49 pm UTC (link)
	I want to believe that but What if you're not There will be so much Are you sure? I'm not trying to throw doubt at you or anything just...I'm worried. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katherine \| Hal \| Mitchell needstheroutine 2013-09-19 01:27 pm UTC (link)
	I'm worried too. But I have to at least try. The Devil and I...we have a history. And though this is not the same Devil, he knew every part of it (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katherine \| Hal \| Mitchell believesownlies 2013-09-19 01:41 pm UTC (link)
	You're right, you have to try. And you know, like you said. You have good people around you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katherine \| Hal \| Mitchell needstheroutine 2013-09-19 07:20 pm UTC (link)
	I can't be a hermit forever. If I'm to have any manner of life then I might as well live it. And that includes fighting back against Lucifer (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katherine \| Hal \| Mitchell believesownlies 2013-09-19 07:25 pm UTC (link)
	Here you are, doing everything you can, trying to live a life that's worth something. And I'm just over here, doing the one thing I always do best and running. It's pathetic, isn't it? Big Bad Katherine Pierce... all she does is run and hide. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katherine \| Hal \| Mitchell needstheroutine 2013-09-19 07:32 pm UTC (link)
	You think for a second I don't want to run? I do. I want to run and hide from all the possible temptations and all the possible ways I can hurt her. But what's the alternative. ...I think you don't know your own strengths. I don't think you ever have (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Katherine \| Hal \| Mitchell believesownlies 2013-09-19 07:50 pm UTC (link)
	But you're not. I kinda thought the only talent I had was causing brother rivalries and ruining lives... But...maybe you're right. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katherine \| Hal \| Mitchell needstheroutine 2013-09-19 07:55 pm UTC (link)
	I am right. On this anyway. You have a chance, as I keep telling you to find out who you were supposed to be. To be the woman hidden behind all of the layers of distrust. I suggest you do so while there is time remaining to us (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katherine \| Hal \| Mitchell believesownlies 2013-09-19 08:06 pm UTC (link)
	Maybe she's no different Maybe that's why nothing's changed I know. I'm trying. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katherine \| Hal \| Mitchell needstheroutine 2013-09-20 06:46 am UTC (link)
	You're still unhappy aren't you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katherine \| Hal \| Mitchell believesownlies 2013-09-20 09:39 am UTC (link)
	Yes. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katherine \| Hal \| Mitchell needstheroutine 2013-09-20 09:48 am UTC (link)
	And what do you believe it would take to change that? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katherine \| Hal \| Mitchell believesownlies 2013-09-20 10:30 am UTC (link)
	That's the problem. There are things I think may help...but then I don't know if it really would or if I just think it would and... this is all such a complicated mess. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katherine \| Hal needstheroutine 2013-09-20 10:38 am UTC (link)
	But you know that you can talk to me, don't you? What is it you want? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katherine \| Hal believesownlies 2013-09-20 11:46 am UTC (link)
	I know. We've talked about it. There's not much that can be done, really. The baby...issue, for lack of a better word. I just...I wonder if it would even really help, you know? And I miss it. The power. The strength. It's ridiculous. I should be focusing on living, but instead I'm focused on being half-dead. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Katherine | Hal

needstheroutine
2013-09-20 11:53 am UTC (link)

Why do you want a baby? Can you tell me, honestly, what it would change? What would happen? Do you think being a mother would shape your life, or that you or Elijah could be parents to something so helpless. I've helped raise a baby. Eve, her name was. And muuch as I grew to care for her, she could never have had any kind of real life. Much as its unlikely Emily Winchester will. Is that what you want for a child?

Of course you miss the power. Do you imagine I don't sometimes. Or the ease of it, when its not a constant struggle to be human?

But you have it, what I want, what Mitchell wants, what so many want. You have a chance to live and as you say you're focused on dying.

You cannot have the baby and the power. You have to know that

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Katherine | Hal

believesownlies
2013-09-20 12:24 pm UTC (link)

Because...that's a part of me that was ripped away, I never had a chance at it, and I just...I've missed so many things, living how I have all these years, and I feel like maybe having some piece of my life I missed, it would help.

You don't think I should. Even if somehow... I had the opportunity.

I know I can't have both. I... I don't know what to do, Hal. I really don't. Because I'm so close to just telling Elijah I'm done playing human because I know. I know he'd fix it in two seconds if I asked him to.

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Katherine | Hal

needstheroutine
2013-09-20 01:13 pm UTC (link)

I think its not a decision you should even attempt to make yet. You've been human mere months and Elijah is far from that. If the opportunity presented itself I think you would jump at it and then be left with the consequences even if they were not what you'd hoped.

If you're that close to telling him so, then you aren't ready for a child. Because any child you have now would be human. Are you prepared to see it grow old and die, or would you turn it as well once it came of age?

I don't think you have thought this through at all. More to the point, how can you even be sure Elijah is the one you want to have a child with?

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Katherine | Hal

believesownlies
2013-09-20 02:20 pm UTC (link)

And how long do we even really have left, Hal? This. All of this. It's coming fast and it's coming hard and maybe I'll never have the chance at all anyway. And even if it all turns out how people hope it will... how long do you wait to make these sorts of decisions, really? Is there a time table I'm unaware of? Should I give it 6 months, a year? 5? Whether Lucifer wins or not, time's pretty limited.

Maybe I never will be. I don't know.

Why does anyone ever want a child with anyone? Because he's the one I love.

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	Katherine \| Hal needstheroutine 2013-09-20 02:42 pm UTC (link)
	And how do you know that for sure? I'm just playing devils advocate here Katherine. A decision like this, you absolutely have got to be sure (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katherine \| Hal believesownlies 2013-09-20 02:52 pm UTC (link)
	Why are you making this so hard I just want Maybe I should just Because he's always been there for me, except when circumstance said he couldn't be. He never stopped caring, even after everything I've done to him. To his family. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katherine \| Hal needstheroutine 2013-09-20 02:55 pm UTC (link)
	And Damon? Only you did seem very happy with him (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katherine \| Hal believesownlies 2013-09-20 03:04 pm UTC (link)
	Damon was...that was before I got sent back, everything changed and I... I'd already ruined him once. I couldn't stay with him, knowing I wanted, needed Elijah. Did I? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katherine \| Hal needstheroutine 2013-09-20 03:06 pm UTC (link)
	Did so much change in so short a time? Though, had it not been for Alex' arrival, would Damon have even been a factor? You need to think about these things. This would be a lifelong commitment you would make, yours and the child's (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katherine \| Hal believesownlies 2013-09-20 03:32 pm UTC (link)
	It might have been longer there than it was here. But yes. Maybe not. I... I'm clinging to something I don't even know how to handle. Aren't I? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katherine \| Hal needstheroutine 2013-09-20 03:45 pm UTC (link)
	I just think you shouldn't rush into it. I worry it will backfire, or that you aren't ready, but then people don't always listen to me when I try to help (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katherine \| Hal believesownlies 2013-09-20 05:35 pm UTC (link)
	No, I mean, you're right. Rushing is the last thing I need to do right now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katherine \| Hal needstheroutine 2013-09-20 08:38 pm UTC (link)
	Then don't. Take your time, think about it. What's really going to change in the next month or so. Because you most assuredly cannot be a vampire as well as having a child to raise (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katherine \| Hal believesownlies 2013-09-20 10:30 pm UTC (link)
	You're right. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Friends Filter mostresilient 2013-09-19 01:21 pm UTC (link)
	I'll be wherever they need me to be. The house is protected, dear, you'll be safe inside. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Friends Filter believesownlies 2013-09-19 01:23 pm UTC (link)
	I think I'm gonna go back over the Devil's Traps and some of the other wards and such today. Just...to be sure. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Regina | Katherine

mostresilient
2013-09-19 01:47 pm UTC (link)

~~No, "you shouldn't fight Regina" ..~~ It doesn't hurt to strengthen them. I can't vouch for how effective it is but Gaia had asked me, when you first came to stay here, if I would be able to reinforce the wards on the house with my magic. It took a few days to channel the magic needed but in addition to the rest of the wards my magic should hold. ~~Unless I don't make it in this fight then they~~

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	Regina \| Katherine believesownlies 2013-09-19 02:17 pm UTC (link)
	Anything helps at this point. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Katherine \| Hal \| Mitchell onthefringes 2013-09-19 07:01 pm UTC (link)
	Hal's right, we have to try. I don't have the same history with the Devil that Hal does, but I don't want to run and hide. Not really the way of my people. And by that I mean Dubliners, not vampires. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Katherine \| Hal \| Mitchell believesownlies 2013-09-19 07:23 pm UTC (link)
	I'm pathetic compared to the two of you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katherine \| Hal \| Mitchell onthefringes 2013-09-20 05:37 am UTC (link)
	You're really not. You're human now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katherine \| Hal \| Mitchell believesownlies 2013-09-20 09:38 am UTC (link)
	You think I wouldn't still run, even as a vampire? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katherine \| Hal \| Mitchell onthefringes 2013-09-20 05:58 pm UTC (link)
	I don't think we'll ever know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katherine \| Hal \| Mitchell believesownlies 2013-09-20 07:01 pm UTC (link)
	We could I could have someone I guess you're right. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Katherine stucklikethis 2013-09-19 07:03 pm UTC (link)
	Honestly? I don't know. It could mean a lot of temptation. But I'm not going to coddle them and hide them away, they're grown men who can make their own choices. And technically not living things, so I can rentaghost them away if needed. And hey, he did alright when that girl was dumped on the doorstep. Maybe he'll be okay. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Alex believesownlies 2013-09-19 07:27 pm UTC (link)
	I don't think they should be coddled, just...I don't know. I'm worried about how it could end up, ya know? That's true. At least there's that safety net. Maybe. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katherine stucklikethis 2013-09-20 05:36 am UTC (link)
	I'm freaking terrified. Last thing we need is Lord Harry and the attack dog running around. I just keep telling myself it'll be okay. You? You'll be alright, yeah? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Alex believesownlies 2013-09-20 09:32 am UTC (link)
	Keep positive, right? I should be fine. In a house full of Devil's Traps and magic wards. ~~Unless Regina dies in this fight and then I'm probably~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katherine stucklikethis 2013-09-20 05:58 pm UTC (link)
	Exactly. That's probably the smart person way to do it. If I wasn't already a ghost, I think I would be fleeing right now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Alex believesownlies 2013-09-20 06:59 pm UTC (link)
	It's all I can do at this point. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Elijah \| Katherine thismanofhonor 2013-09-20 04:33 am UTC (link)
	I'll be fighting alongside my family. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Elijah \| Katherine believesownlies 2013-09-20 09:30 am UTC (link)
	I had a feeling... Just... come back to me, okay? (Reply to this) (Parent)