Scorpius Malfoy (betterthanmost) wrote in wariscomingcom, @ 2013-09-12 04:39:00 |
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Entry tags: | scorpius malfoy |
Filtered; Friends + Family
[OOC: Close friends and those he may have talked to numerous times before.. chances are if you think you're on the list, then you are. :)]
I don't think I can do it. The sacrifice, being Death. I just.. can't. Might make me weak but I just Not everyone will offer to be Even if those who have to be taken to the next life, even if it's "their time" as it's said, not sure I can look at them and still do that. Or how I'd feel afterward, knowing it. I don't want to be responsib And he scares me, really does I realize there's a balance and all that, but I don't trust myself to partake of it and come out unscathed. Could change me, or shatter my spirit
Knowing the part my family had played in the war before, the side they were on (the wrong one and they know this as I was told when), things that took place. What Bella did I can't take life or be anywhere near even if it's a antural death Not saying that those who offered were ever anything like that. And I'm not either, though I came from those who had. I don't want to be Death, it would feel to me like.. going back. And some kids in school used to ridicule me for my family name, laugh that I'd be just another dark wizard follower. And I'm probably not even qualified for it anyway. Others have greater understanding of it. So however it goes.. I, well, I really hope everything goes alright even if it seems very scary right now.