That's a bit of an understatement. And losing Kira was only one part of the shitstorm that hit me. This place, for all it's crazy, is a break from home. Doesn't stop me worrying about Kira, though.
It's an act. If I don't do something, I'm going to lose it. And I'd rather not lose it. Losing it would mean falling back into drugs.
[OOC: HAHAHAHA OH GOD Alison would be hilarious. And no doubt she'd be all SARAH WHAT IS HAPPENING every five seconds. Just the "Welcome to the Apocalypse" would be absolutely HILARIOUS. Though I'd also kill for a Cosima because I love how she and Sarah bicker ALL THE TIME. But I also love Alison and Sarah having that odd respect for each other that they eventually got.]