Lydia
I'm not asking for anything. I just want to fix it, make it up to you, if I can. I dunno. Just...everything was so awkward and I thought you were okay with everything and by the time I realized you weren't I felt like it was too late to change anything. I was a stupid, clueless jerk. And I'm sorry. I know that doesn't fix it, but I really am. I wouldn't intentionally hurt you, Lydia. That's not me. I'm not that guy.