Well then I'm sorry you felt there was no choice open to you.
No.
I mean it should. I know it should but honestly. No. Maybe that means I'll burn in hell for it but if I was ever going to care about the things I did, well it would have happened long ago.
You at least care, you took them during wartime, those who would kill you just as readily. Its not the same.
I expect I'll pay a price in the next life for what I've done in this one. I don't think you will