Cas
You've been doing fine, Cas. Except when you get so fucking down on yourself when things don't turn out perfect. If stopping Lucifer is the main goal, is the only way to really fix this, then that's just one more reason to keep fighting, and these little human things that keep us all going, that makes up a large part of this fight. There will be ups and downs, Cas. That's life. It will get better.
Not at your expense. You know, us seeing you miserable, that doesn't exactly lead to us being all that happy.