Peter | Ginger
I'm not trying to fucking run. Fuck, Ginger, you don't... The only thing I've wanted for you since you got here is for you to be happy, for this second chance you've got to not be wasted. And you've done so well for yourself, with the club, and starting a new life here. But it feels like, no matter what I do, I'm making you unhappy just by being around and I don't know what to fucking do about it. I'm trying to make it work, I am, but I just, there's always so fucking much else going on all the time and I'm sorry I'm so fucked up, but I'm trying. I know that's not good enough but that's all I can fucking do.
Just.... do it. Go for it. Tabula rasa. Fuck knows nothing I've done has made a fucking difference. I just want to stop fucking hurting you and I can't figure out how, so if you think it will help then do it.