Re: OOC!
For added fun he feels replaced by the demons as the go to heavies when things go bad. All of this weighs on his soul. He wants to help more than anything and has never in his existence had to think about what he wants. It's always been what was ordered or needed and then what was right and needed. He has poor experience with desires and how to cultivate them. :(. It makes the advice he's getting hard to follow aside from "learn to fight" which is familiar abd almost comforting.