Look...I can't forget what happened. It would be stupid if I did and sometimes I still have dreams about . But I have to put it behind me and live for here and now or I'll be stuck forever. I don't deserve that. And you... We were friends once. Before everything. For a very long time you were one of my onlyfriends . I'd like that back.
But I can't if you're dead. So don't anger her further until some sort of plan is worked out.