It's a thing that'll always block you off from him. And I can kind of see why. I'm sure there's plenty of people that will always think the same way about me. It's just something you kind of have to find a way to live with.
I figure if you and Elena are both seeing it, chances are, even if I feel like I'm failing, something must be happening because...really. You wouldn't hesitate to call me out. If nothing else, I know I can count on you for that slap of reality I'll probably need at some point.