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There's a difference between making a mistake and getting pulled into something while trying to do the right thing and having that used as an excuse for why you're never going to change and you actively deciding that it was too hard and screw it, back to before.
Yes, you've done a lot of harmful things, questionable, no one is denying that. But that doesn't mean people should have tunnel vision and see what they want to use against you. Especially in a place like this, where anything can happen that is completely beyond your control.