I know. Even in knowing the outcome, to see it in such a way is still painful.
All any of us do. We live. We acknowledge the pain of our past but we do not let it define us. We defy it, we build our lives as you have been doing here. Helping those in need, changing the atmosphere of the Inn so it is a safe play, a true place. No matter how desolate life can be, we can rise above it. Some things will always hurt, but that does not mean we cannot find our own happiness as well.