Ruby
Sam doesn't need you to be anything better than you are. I mean, hell, 'not evil' seems to be about all he considers a requirement, there. Which is fine. I just think Jules expects me to be more than I can do. Which is also fine, she deserves to get that if that's what she wants, just, I don't think I can live up to it.
Pretty much everything that isn't hell, Ruby. It wasn't hell that made me a fucking mess. Just kinda made it more obvious.
No. I kinda think I should, sometimes. She'd be better off if she didn't have to deal with me all the time. But I don't want to push her away.