It's fine, love. Everyone freaks out some their first few days. First few weeks, even. And sorry to say, I can tell you right now, there's no way back unless the Seal decides to throw you back home.
No, I'll come fetch you. Safer that way. Lawrence isn't exactly the best place to wander around alone. Going to need a location, though, love. And a name would be good as well. I'm Peter.