Because I was already dead when I showed up, Sam... Look, a lot of stuff happened to lead up to it....including me finding out my boyfriend was a ghost and when he was alive, he shot up his school, among...all kinds of other shit going on in that house... I took a bunch of pills. I...I went two weeks thinking Tate saved me, but...he lied to me. I was already dead. Had been. I killed myself, Sam. And he showed me. He showed me my body.