Peter | Ginger
yep. saved myself. swhat alwasy happens. i keep living nd everyone i love dies. because i levave theme there. i fucking cut and run everry tiem. cant get it out of my head. mum and dad and you. almost Andrew too. doesnt matter if i knew or if it was fucking instinct and iwish ppl woudl stop trying to feed me those bullshit excuses because fact is yuo died and i didnt and im so sick fo beign the surviver when im theone who least fuckng deserbes to.
and thats not me sayinf i want to fucking top myself so dont start fucking fusisng over that shit.