Felicia
I never said I didn't say that, I said that I didn't love him in that way. I think...fuck, that's what I meant to say. Gods, Felicia, you have me so fucking pissed off I have no idea what the hell I've actually said.
Look, I love Chris, but not in the way that is eternal sunshine and roses. Yes, I thought I did, and yes, I was upset when he left, very upset. But looking back on it now, from two months on...we didn't have anything more then an attraction and a great friendship. Maybe it would have been more, but it wasn't.
I'm not talking about AT work, I'm talking about right here and now, about all the other comments. You don't want me there and I want you out of my life, so I quit. You win, I'm way from Stark. Now maybe you can get off my case and leave me the hell alone so I can live my fucking life.
I find avoidance easier, and if I haven't listened to them before this, why would I now? If your tired of me, leave me the fuck alone. We can live our lives without ever speaking to each other again and it would make me fucking happy.
I want to live, Felicia, I'm tired of all this fucking bullshit. I just want to exist until I get to go home and go back to my life.