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Let me tell you something. One of my closest friends is a murderer. He got mixed in with some bad people, was a self-made villain for a long while. He ended up killing his best friend. And then he turned himself around, and started working with the people he'd been hurting. He's spent years working his fucking ass off to do good, and he is a good man. But when he first started trying, no one gave a shit. They barely tolerated his presence. They didn't trust him, or care if he was hurting, or try to be friends with him. But that didn't matter, because the important part was that he wanted to be a better person. He's earned his place because he kept going, kept making the effort.
No one is trying to single you out. Things just get blown up. And half the time, it's because you try to justify shit. Like this thing with the costume. Yeah, it was just an idea, and I know you didn't mean any harm by it. But when people suggested it wasn't the best idea, you didn't even try to think about why they might think that, you just leaped to defend it, refused to listen to people's reasons, and it erupted into this huge mess. It is possible for you to care about your father and still admit that he's not a good person. But instead of even acknowledging that fact, you tried to justify it.
You don't think things through, and you don't listen to people. Which unsurprisingly is something I've told you like three fucking times already. So, work on that. No one's expecting instant change, but it honestly doesn't look like you're even trying most of the time.
I'm not trying to mock you or pick on you, Enigma. Seriously, I'm not. I'll admit that tact isn't exactly my strongest suit either, but would you rather I let your slip-ups go? Let you start falling into old habits, because no one's there to tell you where you're going wrong? Because if that's what you want, if you don't want to make the effort, then we're done. Simple as that.