It is, and it is difficult to follow it, but I am doing everything I can to not stumble and fall again.
Thank you. Part of me still believes my soul will end up in Hell regardless of how much repenting I do, but I could at least get myself out of the deeper circles of Hell?
I will wait and see what she does from here on out. This is precisely what I have been struggling with since it brought me back to life. For a while, it felt like it just wanted to torture me more. The Janus Coin thing with Emily Lake because of Pestilence. Moriarty nearly killing Myka and me. But it has also not only given me my life back, it's given me Emily. It's given me you, Myka, Pete, Steve, Svetlana and my other friends. It has been so very long since I last felt I belonged somewhere, that I am apart of something. I have that now, and I will not give it up.