[Enigma] A month is way too soon to decide what you're going to do. It took me a while, though I finally mostly got on with stuff, and...I've been here two and a half years now.
I'm okay. I just...it still hurts, being given people and then having them snatched away again, especially my sister....five times now. It really sucks a lot. I've had abandonment issues for a while, and this crazy seal doesn't help. But I'm still trying to live my life, as much as I can.