Eve
Are you and Livia the same? Do you wish to continue such things? It is clear from your words that you do not. Why would I kill you? Do not speak of being killed for another's crimes again, girl.
The memories - the images - can be dulled, if you wish. I suspect removing them would simply reverse whatever has happened to bring about this change in you, thus is an unwise idea, but making them less vivid so you can rest easier is not terribly difficult.