InsaneJournal

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I'm an orphan. Could have been me there if I were younger. I can't imagine doing that. I may have done bad things and used to be a threat, but I had reasons. Though my cousin.. I lost control. And if my nanny hadn't been trying to control or influence me, I wouldn't have ran into Kathy with my tricycle. I had to survive against those who were going to kill me. But this.. no. There's no need, no reason. Maybe a twisted sense of fun, but no way do I want to be caught up in that. Still need to focus. And.. I did like saving a life before. Some part of me is shouting to go join, but I'm fighting that side of me. I can't be like what I was. Can't. Won't. I won't be a pawn like back home; I make my own rules now, and that includes trying to do good things here. Even if it'd piss my people off if they showed up I know it's odd considering what I am, but I have a new life here. No way do I want to screw that up. And if I have to fight that nature, so be it. Can't allow myself to be tempted, I just can't
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Can't believe this. No one was there to comfort or protect them. As an orphan myself, I know all too well how it felt to be afraid Not sure what to think. I'm hoping this stops. What I heard, and what I saw on the news. It's disturbing. I guess demons aren't the only things to worry about. I know there's crime too, since I personally had a run-in with a psycho.. but this. It's horrifying what they went through. I'm without family too. Wish there was a way to change what that massacre did, but there isn't. Reminds me just how bad things can be and are. Wonder what any other adult orphans here think

I'm going to the gym before work. Need a workout. Oh.. damn, I work at night. Will need to take a bus or cab. If I walk, maybe alternate routes are a good idea. Don't even want to think about my blood type if I got drank from, it might lead to odd questions from vampires and anyone else here Oh, and I named my dog Reggie. He's a nice dog. I've talked to a co-worker and they agreed to take care of him while I'm gone next week. Speaking of.. I'm really excited about the camp. My group will be there in about four days when it's our turn. I'm real excited, can't wait to see what we will learn there.