Survival is never a game...it's the only purpose I've had at all, Elena. You know my history better than most people here, aside from the ones that were around me in the last few centuries. I think it's pretty obvious being solitary is never what I wanted. Yeah, I didn't have the best methods, and I hurt people along the way to get what I wanted. I can't change that. Would doing things different change the past? Does it bring the ones that died back to life? Heal the wounds of the ones I hurt?
But that's what I don't get. I know that you would do it, but what I want to understand is why.